Loving the Bitter Baron: Sweet and Clean Regency Romance (His Majesty's Hounds Book 11) by Arietta Richmond

Talk about self hate, this book really nails that on the head. How Lady Alyse can put up with the on and off switch in this man is patience in itself. How many times did he hurt her, even after he rescued her from the madman, and yet she loved him. Only when he stopped looking through his own eyes and through the way those who loved and cared for him did he start to get thing right. Forgiveness begins with yourself.